Any Doctors/Medical students with Epilepsy/ temporal lobectomy surgery?

Anybody have any advice/insight on working in the healthcare space with epilepsy? I was accepted to medical school (before epilepsy diagnosis). In my final year of undergraduate, I started having seizures and was diagnosed with epilepsy. Since then I have deferred admission till this Fall. Under medication, me seizures are limited to "auras". Doctor still thinks surgery is a good option. Is thinking of left temporal lobectomy. Personally, I am terrified of side effects of lobectomy, worried that I may lack the cognitive ability to proceed with medical school. My rote memory is already very bad. On the other hand in my current state, under medication, and auras, I believe medical school/residency and life as a doctor would be ten times tougher, given the limited sleep and long hours, so surgery seems to be an attractive opportunity to get over epilepsy once and for all. Thanks