Feeling llike you were somewhere (like you died) before you know your up from a seizure .

HI feel as if I was somewhere else. like I was out of my body, feeling like I cant come back then I awake. I am all in a daze and I can't really tell if it was real I am looking at the paramedics and people in the room, but I feel lost. I am shaky once awake and can't put together in my mind if this "Feeling" I had was real, just brefore I come too. like I seen "the other side, or death". It feels like it was me knowing I would be forever gone in a way I? Throughout the rest of the week/weeks whenever I think about death or something that resembles the outside universe or read something of that anyone posts(any kind of topic about past events) I get that weird feeling back that I explained earlier. Does it all mean I seen death or am going to die? Because this is the feeling I have all the time? Did these seizures cause something for me to know if I actually had a death experience? Cause this is what it feels like for me, it is hard even to explain it right now because it was all so hazy after I woke from my seizures I don't know? I also feel so messed up I can't really put it all together, this is so messed up and confusing just don't know? These seizures always make me feel so? "Confused" my mind doesnt right? Anyone ever have this problem? I wrote this all funny because this is how I feel it's all so hard to explan.