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Hello, I must start by saying I have not been diagnosed with epilepsy, because I’m be never told anyone about my experiences. I first remember experiencing extreme fear and confusion at around age 11 (what I have since experienced again and have the ability to calmly evaluate and ponder) It started to happen regularly at around the age of 21. First of all I would have an immense feeling of euphoria (not in a good way) followed by a scarily vivid deja vu (always as someone is talking) still euphoric but fully aware, the person or recorded words will reach a end/peak and I know exactly what they will say, this will coincide with the euphoria wearing off and being replaced by a feeling of pure doom and lethargy. I am very foggy and of course anxious. This will happen several times in a day, but only for be day, it usually takes a couple of days for my mind to quiet and get back in to the full swing of things. This would happen for the duration on one day, once every few months or weeks (it varied) Between the ages of 32 and 38 (a month or 2 ago) it went away completely, but I have since have 2 occurrences, (which is devastating). A little more background. I have been to the Dr twice about this, but both times was sent away, the first Dr screwed up his face and asked if I’d been “searching the internet” The second said “sounds like epilepsy, but do you really want to go down that road?” Anyway, I’ve booked an appointment to see another Dr, for 2 reasons, 1: it’s come back and I’m worried, 2: I’m now married with 2 young kids... before I could just go to bed for 2 days and forget it’s happening, call in sick to work, watch a film, now I have responsibilities. So my questions are, do you think this sounds like partial seizures? Do you think they would try to take my drivers license away? And is it even worth trying to convince the dr to refer me to a neurologist ? Thanks for your time, Adam