I'm mad and I need to vent!!!!!!!

I am sooooooo frustrated. In the past 7 months, I've changed meds. Now on keppra and lamictal. Neuro tried to take me off of lamictal in april, cuz he wanted me on 1 med. Was szing every day for 2 weeks in May. Put me back on lamictal. Had my license taken away in June, a day before my b-day. Neuro put me on depo shot, in Feb., we figured out that my sz are hormone triggered. Have a a continuous period since then. My husband resigned from his job, in July, we have had no insurance for the past month, therefore meds aren't covered. My aunt was diagnosed with ovarian cancer and they've given her about 2 months to live, she's not keeping food down and therefore is declining fast. I'm sooo stressed out, which isn't good if you have E. And I don't think I can take it anymore.Please don't tell me to be tough and that it could be worse. (no offense to anyone!) I just need to vent and release some stress. :) Plus, wanted to ask anyone, if they knew of someplace on the web where I could get keppra at a reduced price. It's so stinkin expensive!!If not, that's ok. Thanks for letting me have my little pity party. I need to do that every once in awhile. Ladybug