Okay so i am 21 and i have never taken ecstasy before but i really want to try it. I was planning on taking one pill this weekend for a show i am going to but was wondering if any of you had any experience with this? I was diagnosed with epilepsy in junior high and i had only had pedi mal seizures. I had my first grand mal seizure when i was 16 and havent had one since i was about 18. I am on topamax (150 mg a day) but my doctor has talked to me about going off the medication because i might have grown out of the epilepsy? I have tried cocaine before (although it was a very little amount and i didn't feel it at all) and everything i've read said that is worse for epileptics than ecstasy. Also- i don't react to lights so that shouldn't be a problem. Any feedback would be appreciated! I know taking drugs is never a good idea and i am not the kind of person that does them that often but i just want to try it.