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My wife, epilepsy, and abnormal behavior - My Perspective
Wed, 09/01/2010 - 05:03My wife just joined this forum and I thought I would too. This is my first post and I would like to tell my side of this seizure "adventure" and hopefully hear from others that what we are going though is "normal." We are both 29 yrs old and she has just started dealing with some sort of epilepsy (the verdict is still out until we have more tests completed). Here is a background on what has happened so far:
About 5 Years Ago - My wife had a Gran Mal seizure on a friend's front porch. The seizure came unexpectedly and as far as we know it was her first one. The seizure was preceded by slurred speech, incoherent/random thoughts, depression, and mood swings - similar to someone who is really, really drunk. Luckily I was there to catch her so she didn't suffer any injuries. We did go to the hospital but she was discharged from the ER only 4 hours later. She was consulted by a Neurologist that said it was nothing and sent her on her way without a diagnosis, drugs, etc. Here EEG - we later found out - was abnormal.
Since the last seizure it has been a downward slide on the crazy scale. My wife never really seemed to "clear" from the last seizure, had extremely bad anxiety, depression, and just hasn't been herself. The neurologist took her off the Zonisimide due to a suspected rash and she is now taking an anti anxiety medication in addition to her old dose of Dilantin and Lamictal. She continues to have random slurred speech and acts like she is drunk sometimes - especially in the evening before bed. Her memory is horrible and she just started a 3 month leave from work. We think she might have had a seizure in her sleep a few nights ago but I didn't wake up. Luckily she has not bitten her tounge during any of the seizures since the April event so there has been no visible trauma.
I really appreciate any feedback, support, or words of encouragement since this seems like one of our darkest hours. It has put a tremendous amount of stress on our marriage, our finances, and nearly every aspect of our lives. I hope to someday get my wife back so we can end this bad dream.
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Re: My wife, epilepsy, and abnormal behavior - My Perspective
Submitted by Seth83 on Sun, 2011-04-24 - 00:53
I found your entry very touching, and I can relate to the anixety and new found worry for myself that comes along with being with someone with epilepsy.
Ive had my bad share of relationships but have finally found the girl of my dreams. I didnt really know anything about epilepsy except that my mom had seizures as a child but outgrew them. I am 28 and my girlfriend is 25. Ive experienced a few of her seizures and already read up enough on them to be able to take care of her when she has them, though a few times I havent been able to catch her in time and feel horrible when she falls to the floor. They dont last very long, not even a minute, and she recovers quickly just a little woozy. she hasnt had a "bad" one in two months, ive never seen one but shes out for a few minutes and has abnormal behaviour for about 30 minutes, such as screaming profanities, running away and hallucinations. All that she has no memory of once she recovers.
She is confindent that she will not have epilepsy forever. I do believe it is a matter of finding the right med mix, since she has yet to have a bad seizure with running fits or screaming since she has been on her new ones. I love her very much and am constantly worried about her, I dont even like to think of her climbing up the stairs at her house. But I know I have to be as strong as she is about this so we can both find the answers. I wish the best of luck to you.
I found your entry very touching, and I can relate to the anixety and new found worry for myself that comes along with being with someone with epilepsy.
Ive had my bad share of relationships but have finally found the girl of my dreams. I didnt really know anything about epilepsy except that my mom had seizures as a child but outgrew them. I am 28 and my girlfriend is 25. Ive experienced a few of her seizures and already read up enough on them to be able to take care of her when she has them, though a few times I havent been able to catch her in time and feel horrible when she falls to the floor. They dont last very long, not even a minute, and she recovers quickly just a little woozy. she hasnt had a "bad" one in two months, ive never seen one but shes out for a few minutes and has abnormal behaviour for about 30 minutes, such as screaming profanities, running away and hallucinations. All that she has no memory of once she recovers.
She is confindent that she will not have epilepsy forever. I do believe it is a matter of finding the right med mix, since she has yet to have a bad seizure with running fits or screaming since she has been on her new ones. I love her very much and am constantly worried about her, I dont even like to think of her climbing up the stairs at her house. But I know I have to be as strong as she is about this so we can both find the answers. I wish the best of luck to you.
Re: My wife, epilepsy, and abnormal behavior - My Perspective
Submitted by phylisfjohnson on Wed, 2010-09-01 - 15:29
This comes from drugs.com: Call your doctor at once if you have any new or worsening symptoms such as: mood or behavior changes, depression, anxiety, or if you feel agitated, hyperactive (mentally or physically). Zonisamide can cause side effects that may impair your thinking or reactions. Be careful if you drive or do anything that requires you to be awake and alert. Do not stop taking zonisamide without first talking to your doctor, even if you feel fine. Stopping zonisamide suddenly may cause you to have seizures. You may need to use less and less before you stop the medication completely.
Doesn't sound like Zonisamide is for her.
I was on Dilantin and it made me numb and dumb. I was a zombie on legs.
As for Lamictal, that has become part of my "magic med mix." At its lowest level, it's for depression and anxiety. At the next level, Lamictal is both an anti-anxiety AND anti-seizure med. And at its highest level, it's for bi-polar people.
My Lamictal is supplemented by Klonopin which is also an anti-anxiety and anti-seizure med.
And to be perfectly honest, my husband was thinking of leaving me because I was such an ornery bitch. (That was befoere Lamictal and Klonopin.) It's like you spin out of control, lashing out at anyone who comes across your path. And for you, it must be especially horrible.
If you want to get some background on the diagnostic tests avaiable you can goto http://epilepsytalk.com/2010/03/31/beyond-eegs%e2%80%a6diagnostic-tools-for-epilepsy/
Take heart. Things WILL get better. She just needs to be properly diagnosed and find the med mix that's right for her. It isn't easy finding the right AEDs because there's so many on the market now. So, it's sort of like a crap shoot. But try to be patient, she WILL come around.
Best of luck to BOTH of you! Phylis Feiner Johnson www.epilepsytalk.com
This comes from drugs.com: Call your doctor at once if you have any new or worsening symptoms such as: mood or behavior changes, depression, anxiety, or if you feel agitated, hyperactive (mentally or physically). Zonisamide can cause side effects that may impair your thinking or reactions. Be careful if you drive or do anything that requires you to be awake and alert. Do not stop taking zonisamide without first talking to your doctor, even if you feel fine. Stopping zonisamide suddenly may cause you to have seizures. You may need to use less and less before you stop the medication completely.
Doesn't sound like Zonisamide is for her.
I was on Dilantin and it made me numb and dumb. I was a zombie on legs.
As for Lamictal, that has become part of my "magic med mix." At its lowest level, it's for depression and anxiety. At the next level, Lamictal is both an anti-anxiety AND anti-seizure med. And at its highest level, it's for bi-polar people.
My Lamictal is supplemented by Klonopin which is also an anti-anxiety and anti-seizure med.
And to be perfectly honest, my husband was thinking of leaving me because I was such an ornery bitch. (That was befoere Lamictal and Klonopin.) It's like you spin out of control, lashing out at anyone who comes across your path. And for you, it must be especially horrible.
If you want to get some background on the diagnostic tests avaiable you can goto http://epilepsytalk.com/2010/03/31/beyond-eegs%e2%80%a6diagnostic-tools-for-epilepsy/
Take heart. Things WILL get better. She just needs to be properly diagnosed and find the med mix that's right for her. It isn't easy finding the right AEDs because there's so many on the market now. So, it's sort of like a crap shoot. But try to be patient, she WILL come around.
Best of luck to BOTH of you! Phylis Feiner Johnson www.epilepsytalk.com