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when will i feel myself again

Wed, 05/20/2009 - 06:08
i am new to this website but not new seizures i have had them since i was 15 and now i am 22 (i know not really a teen anymore) but as the years have gone by and my seizures keep getting worse. i am from a small town were this problem just freaked ppl out and scared. so i moved out with my grandparents to a bigger city to try new things . but now that i live i this new city and hardly know anyone and cant go meet people my own age because i cant drive at all. and every time i get ready to walk to work i get freaked out because i am scared that i might have a seizure on the to work that some times i dont even feel like going i am so done with all of this i dont know what to with myself or even how to talk to my family because every time i something to this matter i get told that i am full of it and i should just go on.   any advice?

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Re: when will i feel myself again

Submitted by Jeffrey Resetar on Wed, 2010-02-24 - 20:42
I don't ever think I will feel like myself ever again.Too many meds, a year or more of memory, loss my family does not know me anymore.I now live life the best way I can.Sometimes taking a walk brings me comfort,I recognize the neighborhood and childhood memories.Who knows what happened during my lapse I can't.

Re: when will i feel myself again

Submitted by mauthhausen on Thu, 2010-02-25 - 13:43
I can't remember what had happened a few days before the seizers. After my second one, it took my parents and a few of my friends  a really long time to get me to remember pieces. After they began to talk to one of the nurses in the ER about the night before, I slowly remembered parts(more like flashs, kind of like a still moment) of what they were talking about. Between everyone, we were able to piece together basically what had happened the day/night before and help the nurse as well as the doctor figure out why I had a seizer. 

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