Hi Im new to it all

Hi Im new to having seizures. Last year I had a seizure and no one was hom. So I had no idea what happened. I woke up in my bed w bruses on my knees elbows head and my tonge was all black in the front. Couldnt for the life of me figure out what was going on. About 3-4 months later I woke up to get my boyfriend off to work and dropped to have another seizure. Im 24 yrs old and have never had this problem before. I dont remember antyything that happened before or after the seizure for like 1/2 hr. No aura nothing. Had a couple after that and it was the same thing no aura no nothing. But since december 05 i have been fine. taking this medication (carbamezapine) and all is well but im started to think im fine yeah know maybe it was just a weird thing and will never happen agian Idk. Im not going to stop taking mty meds or anything but I was just thinking. Just got a 24 hr EEG done and a MRI so and they r talking about weather or not im gonna be a surgical canidate?! I think I rather take meds everday and have seizure every once in a while then ever have to have brain surgury!! Maybe Maybe if I was having seizure everyday and it was affecting my whole life I would consider it MAYBE but thats not happening!! But oh god I dont knowIm scared!