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"Gazes" getting scary...

Thu, 06/22/2006 - 08:56
Good Morning - I had a question about my staring episodes... Growing up I've always had the habit of my eyes getting stuck in a gaze for about 30 seconds or so. I've always remained completely aware of my surroundings during these 'gazes', but I become slow in my speech and anything i'm doing with my hands, and it would always happen during class or at my desk at work - mostly I guess when i'm bored or tired. And in a weird way, these gazes are relaxing for me because that's the way my entire body responds - just relaxed. And although I am able to force myself to "snap out of it", I hate to do that because the harder the gaze, the harder it is to snap out of it. But recently, it's been happening A LOT while i'm actively doing something and it's becoming a little scary. It ALWAYS happens now while i'm driving which is no good because I can still move the wheel but my eyes are stuck in one place and I can't really pay attention to the road like I need to. And like i said, it's getting harder and harder to snap out of it (not because it hurts or anything, but as I mentioned before, it makes my body so relaxed that it's like I almost don't have the energy to snap out of it). I've read up on Atypical Absence Seizures and it kind of sounds like what i'm experiencing, but this never happened THAT MUCH as a child, and I always have recollection of what went on (when I'm around people and i start to gaze, I actually say "hey look, my eyes are stuck again" so I know I'm fully aware of what's going on) *I'm here at work and I just caught one of those gazes and since I had to force myself to snap out of it, I feel like it's going to happen again because 'I interrupted it'...feels like my brain is still stuck on wanting to get...stuck!** Should I see a specialist about this? Any advice would help...thank you all...apologies for the lengthy post!

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Re: Re: Re: "Gazes" getting scary...

Submitted by ericamaria on Wed, 2006-07-19 - 12:47
Now I don't feel so strange. I have the exact same thing. I call it the shut down. I can hear everything going on, but my hands stop and so too does my speach. I can not say a word when this is happening. They are quick and they make you feel so relaxed after. I get them frequently and they can come on at any time. I recently talked to my neuro about them and they told me that I was describing absence seizures but that it is unusual for adults to have them. Well now that I have ehard of 2 other poeple describing the exact same thing then I don't think it is that uncommon. Erica Maria

Re: "Gazes" getting scary...

Submitted by joni_in_colorado on Sun, 2007-02-18 - 22:13
I had these episodes for years too and always described them as 'losing a few seconds'. I recently noticed that these were getting more frequent and this past friday I blacked out completely- landing myself in the hospital. I have been put on a driving restriction (which is really hard) while they figure things out for me - but I really want to encourage you to stop driving until you get this taken care of. I am extremly lucky that i wasnt driving when this happened and really could have hurt someone (or my children). As difficuly and depressing as it is to not be driving your safety is well worth it. Joni

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