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What to say...

Mon, 04/09/2007 - 19:40
haven't been here for a while, since things were going pretty well. Also I don't consider myself an organic E person, I am man made; so I feel a little guilty/odd about that somehow. I had a brain tumor on my right temporal lobe removed and am left with these nasty auras... Grass is always greener I am sure, but I'll go about a month or a bit longer without one and then BAM!!! Kind of like get getting into a bar room fight, which I really have not: for the months, years leading up to it you felt all tough and confident and then CRASH....you become meek!!! What is this all about? I just had a HUGE one today, a strong reverb and now one... I think I figured out the sensation, the feeling: I have lived this life before and then somehow bits and pieces of memories, maybe future ones, perhaps mixed with past, but all very completely vague. Then it leaves me with such dread. Maybe the quote "if I only knew now, what I knew then" is coming true, like the drip of a faucet....

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Re: What to say...

Submitted by wldhrt13 on Tue, 2007-04-10 - 23:45
manmade...organic...it's all the same really. the end result is the same. I have similar scenario's where old memories are involuntariy uploaded into my present day life, and the feeling like somehow if I try hard enough......I can "get back" to that time; literally cross over into that older memory and timespace. huh...wouldn't that be cool if time travel/quantum psychics really were possible through neutrino's that emanate from our brain?

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