Things seem different now.

Hello, there. First, a bit about me. I'm a 24 year old guy whose past six weeks have been dominated by about a dozen or so seizures and a diagnosis of epilepsy (and all the ups and downs that come with that). I'm on medication, and it's working very well. However, things seem different now -- especially after one bad day. Late last week, I had four seizures in one day...and now I don't recall anything about that day (except some sketchy things in the morning). Ever since then, things around me have seemed different and out of place...and I have felt empty. I can't really think of a more apt word to describe how I feel. At first, I thought I was just hugry. It's the kind of "empty" that resembles how your stomach dips and head aches after you've missed a meal or two and just want to eat. But, eating doesn't fix it. Once I've come to appreciate how out of place the things and people and emotions around me seem, I know something is different (but can't articulate WHAT exactly) -- and this makes me think it's related to this empty feeling. I feel it in my throat, too. Just a slight pressure...almost an anxiety, but I'm not anxious. Just a heightened awareness that I'm not quite myself. It's not quite depression -- been down that road, too. Is it possible something was re-wired last week? Damaged? Temporarily squelched? (The neurologist says I'm having complex partial seizures, if that's at all helpful.) Everything I'm "familiar" with now seems a million miles away -- work, friends, family, emotions, material things, actions like riding in a car -- it all feels...wrong. I'm hoping someone can relate to this experience. The truth is, I'm hoping someone will say that it's normal, so that I can finally leave my neurologist alone. :) Thanks for listening.