I keep having these tiny seizures, kinda like absence seizures (I guess). But the thing is that after I've had them, for some reason I go into a slightly lighter version of the postical state I always did after a full-body seizure. I don't know if that's supposed to happen?
Aaanyway. I'm a waitress and this makes working very, very hard since I have up to five seizures a day, and because of the postical state I'm constantly exhausted. I have to ask customers to repeat their orders a million times, and then it takes me at least five billion hours to put together their orders right.
I got fired a couple of days ago, and I completely understand that. But these attacks keep on coming and when I talk to someone it's like they think I'm drunk or on drugs or something. I can't function at work and alright, that's one thing, but I can't even function at home, can't do the simplest task without taking ages, can't be trusted near things that could hurt me, have to ask people to repeat themselves several times before I can even begin to comprehend what they're trying to say, and I can't even think properly. I feel a thousand times more stupid than before.
I don't know anything, my doctor just shrugs and says "epilepsy" like these things are normal and I don't know, are they? Are these types of seizures normal?