Epilepsy and Depression

It's been a while since I have been on here. It has been hectic lately in my life. I found out I was pregnant by my boyfriend of over a year. We were both so excited. We both wanted a child together. Even though the circumstances are not in the right place at this moment such as I am still in school and currently looking for a job, we wanted to keep it. My boyfriend is working at the moment. So, at least he will be able to take care of us until I finish school in the next semester. I will be finished with my coursework by the summer hopefully. Anyway, the next week after we found out, I started bleeding heavily. I knew in my heart that I was miscarrying. My boyfriend tried to keep my spirits and thank him for that, but I just couldn't shake the feeling. It was confirmed at the OBGYN office that I had a chemical pregnancy. Basically, a very early miscarriage before 5 weeks. It was heartbreaking. This is a very difficult month for me, and I tend to get depressed because I was dealing with so much health problems during this time. I was being diagnosed with scoliosis and just finding out I was still having seizures 8 years ago. Ever since then, my anxiety and depression has gotten to me and feel that it is worsening. As of lately, I have been excessively crying, feeling hopeless and guilty because I feel I was the reason why I lost the baby. I feel my Epilepsy got in the way of that and the amount of medications I am on right now. I am always tired and irritable and don't have energy to do any activities that I was recently participating in. I have completely closed myself off. It is so overwhelming. I cannot shake and overcome this feeling. I have been talking to a counselor about my problems. He has been a great help for me becoming a better "me." He has yet to hear the most recent news. I see him on Monday. In the meantime, I have made an appointment to go get a screening for depression. I just want to find out what's wrong with me. Has anyone dealt with epilepsy and depression.