my poem, lost

lost by sophia hill -aka-(the little yappy Yorkshire terrier) lol

Have you ever had a dream where you were running and getting no place?
Have you ever sat and thought out loud with all privacy and space?
Have you ever been thinking and not a thing in thought?
Have you ever went and cried hoping not to get caught?
Have you ever wondered why the sky is actually blue?
Have you ever wondered why people purposely hurt you?
Have you ever wanted to die but not knowing the pain and cost?
Now you have been inside my heart....
So you Know how it feels to be LOST.

fragile mind and a fragile heart! (help help ....sending my s.o.s)

who to blame for these seizures, god, Allah, moses, man, the air we breath, or the shiny moon.

its a silent killer at times, my brain deprives me of my own right to breath, i want to live a life with out the feeling of a knife to my head!

i shouldn't feel weak at the knees, but i do.

my nephew says i look like a dancing wiggly worm, for a few seconds, he asked me why i dance like that? i replied, "my mummy and daddy bought me in a shop, i was as perfect as they came, but as time has gone by, i have become a broken auntie, a broken daughter, a broken sister and a last but not lest a broken person and the shop keeper can't fix me."! he runs up to me and hugs me tight , i cry at night, i hope he will never see me like that again.

time stands still for me , feelings of flower power building up in my belly, flashes on the telly, a storms approaching ...... will it change direction or will it stay on course? if it does then will be defiantly be sweep me off my feet. my heart goes out to my future children who will have this time bomb ticking away, is there a re-set button any were?

..... help..help i can't speak...over powered by this disgusting smell, and the rusty metal i breath and taste ,, its has polluted, poisoned me .... help help.... this is an S.O.S for you from me.

by sophia hill