*HELP* Epilepsy, Depersonalization, Ticks, and Tremors

Aloha. My name is Teanna and I am 18 years old. I am currently diagnosed with Juvenile Myoclonic Epilepsy (JME). I got diagnosed in November 2016. Prior to being diagnosed, I was having REALLY BAD migraines for over 6 months. I was practically living on Tylenol and 800mg Ibuprofen, even though it never worked. I woke up one day to shut my window and I had a seizure standing up. I was still conscious while having my seizure. I went to the hospital and they told me that there wasn’t anything wrong. I ended up seeing a Neurologist, and after doing tests, he diagnosed me with JME. After being diagnosed, I was put on Divalproex 125mg, once twice a day & then after a few weeks, twice twice a day. I stopped taking it after a while because it made tired, lazy, & depressed. And for a while it seemed to not bother me. I was still going throughout my days without a seizure, but I was still having headaches and migraines. I tried doing CBD, but it didn’t work either. Now, it’s getting worse. I woke up in the middle of the night to take my blanket off of me & for some reason, I was shaking & moving as if I was in a stop motion movie. I couldn’t control my shaking. After a while, I started getting ticks too. I went to the hospital and all they gave me was Benadryl in my IV & Depacote. It never worked. My ticks, tremors, and stop motion like motions stayed for over 3 days. I got ahold of my doctor and told him what happened and he seemed to know exactly what I was talking about and put me on Levocarnitine and also more Divalproex, which was 250mg that I had to take twice, twice a day. I started taking the Divalproex again, but it made me gain weight. I gained over 30 pounds and I craved chocolate everyday. Every morning I woke up, I wanted chocolate and I’m not even a chocolate person. I looked it up on another forum & another girl said the same thing. I have stopped taking Divalproex, but I still get my ticks and tremors. I also searched up why I feel like I’m in a stop motion, and it’s supposedly the Depersonalization Disorder. I just want to know if anyone went through the same thing? I have seizures only in my sleep, I get lightheaded during the day & sometimes even fainted, I have Depersonalization, ticks, and tremors. If anyone went through the same thing, please let me know.