I don't know what to do.

I had my first seizure when I was 13 in the school library. I lost all consciousness and was taken to the emergency room. Since elementary school amd so on though when I was around computers my eyes would flutter violently and my hand would start twitching to the point where I was hitting the desk no matter how much I tried to stop. Sometimes just walking or riding my bike my vision would go completely black but my body was still moving normally. So I went to see a neurologist and he did an MRI and EEG and he said everything was normal and that it's partial and gave me lamictal. Then I moved to Texas and got a new neurologist. He did an EEG and said the zame thing. Then junior year I got what he said were partial seizures cause I was awake during them and then told me that it's probably my body and stress then sent me to a therapist and gave me 600mg of lamictal. But I told him that I was also having seizures like when I was 13 and he would just look at me like I was making it up orjust not listening. I told him that I blacked out and smacked my head on a car then hit my head on the concrete (I only know that because my friend was next to me when I had it), I had one in a car thankfully, and during dinner while I was eating. But he said it's partial. Then I went to visit California and had a seizure and hit my head on a boulder at an aquarium. Then I turned 18 and got pregnant. I had two seizures one time fell on my stomache (I fell on the bed though and my daughter is very healthy) had a baby at 19, had a new neurologist, I told him about the past. He said it sounded like partial also. I had maybe 1 or 2 partial but then I got more of those bad seizures. I hit my head on the bird cage, on the bed and my brain is fuzzy on the other ones. Then I had to change neurologists again due to insurance he says it's partial then a few weeks later I had another one, then I was lucky again I got to go a few months without a seizure; but my vision would get blurry a lot, the second I woke up my head was spinning sometimes it would be so bad I couldn't walk, I would get slurred speech (which still happens a lot especially the eyesight), I had to miss work quite a bit mostly because my family would force me to. Then the day after Christmas I had another seizure in the kitchen or living room. Then two months later I had a partial and now recently I had a bad one and hit my head on the bathtub and then the corner of the wall until finally the floor and had a bump on my head amd bruises on my rib and arm. Oh and ever since I got my second doctor I'll get 2 seizure in the same day. They all tell me they don't know what's wrong and I feel like they think I'm lying about it. I'm not taking Keppra but I'm taking another medicine, I believe it starts with a Z but I forgot. I've noticed my memory has gotten worse, but maybe that's probably nothing. It most likely is epilepsy but I just don't understand why getting worse. I don't kmow what to do or what's going on. I need help