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Fuck this.
Mon, 09/10/2018 - 09:25Topic: Family & Friends
Im sick of the anxiety of going to bed every night hoping I dont wake up with EMTs over me.
Im sick of being so fucking tired from the medication
Im sick of losing the ability to use my brain like I used to
Im sick of the pity, sympathy and people discussing me
Im sick of not being productive
Im sick of not working
Im sick of being a drain on everyone in my life
Im sick of coping
Im sick of being asked how Im feeling
Im just sick of it all
And Im so, so, tired....
I want to never wake up again.
Comments
Welcome to my life! Ikm not
Submitted by gek on Mon, 2020-02-17 - 06:42
Welcome to my life! Ikm not gonna tell what I've done to me, sorry. It was not good, but I'm just sick of it all and yeah, I want to never wake up again. I've become a great liar, just put a fake smile. What else could I do? My family almost called the cops because I didn't hear the phone ringing while under the shower!
Ha,ha, I think your poem has
Submitted by Sofia_5baf8a9806acc on Sun, 2018-10-07 - 11:51
Ha,ha, I think your poem has put a smile on my face, and made me feel better. I,m still smiling while writing to you. Anyway I think the best thing for you to do is to forget your seizures and enjoy life. Just smile like the rest of us.