I've never done a forum before, so thank you for checking this out. I'm excited to join this community (I guess??). I have epilepsy and am TERRIFIED to do anything. I wake up each morning working if I will have a seizure, then I remember stress can influence a seizure, then I get stressed about being stressed. Since I am in college, if I fall to get a good night's sleep I go to bed scared to wake up in the morning. I am afraid something will happen at my internship, or on the street, or anywhere, and that I will be all alone. I try not to think about it. Up until this point I haven't been worried about my condition, it's just now that I've passed the 1yr mark since my last seizure (yay!) I've been becoming more afraid. Although I can kind of tell when one is going to happen (I feel out of body-ish and not mentally present, and it has always happened in the morning after not so good sleep). I'm not sure where I am going with this, it's just nice to talk it out and not have someone look at you like a puppy with no legs or something. What have you done if you've experienced feelings like this? Thank you.