Hi. New to here. Finally coming to terms with my diagnosis. Taken since November and went through a very down period from being in denial. I am struggling with being reliant on everything - medication, public transport, the weather, online supermarket deliveries, friends and family getting me to appointments. I feel very guilty for feeling like this as there are so many people out in the world going through worse things. Has anyone else felt like this and if so do you have any advice?
Also I am having a problem with finding words. I want to say a sentence, but I can’t think of the word. I know I know the word but I can’t vision (ironically couldn’t think of this word for a few minutes) it so I skip the word and hope the sentence makes sense or just stop talking. It happens with all kinds of words. I was talking to someone the other day about ‘outlook’ and I couldn’t find the word outlook in my brain. This can go on for a few seconds (feels like forever) or anything up to 10 or so minutes where I’ll be like “OUTLOOK - this is the word I wanted earlier!” Does anyone get this? If so is it medicine related or condition related?
Thank you for any help I’m advance.