Due to a closed head injury when I was 3 (fell off a swing set and hit my head on brick wall) I began having epilepsy. I took medicine and had seizures from 3-5. From 9 years old to 19 I have severe migraines to the point where I couldn’t function. I am turning 20 this Thursday 10/19. In 2016 I had a headache on my way to work a retail job. I was ringing a customer up when I started stuttering and stumbling over words, getting sweaty, and ringing things up twice; I walk to the back because I couldn’t function before I reached the back I passed out and hit my head on a clothing rack. Followed by an MRI, CT scan and an eeg. Just slight epileptic activity on the brain. Was given medicine i took it for two months and gave up. I just want to feel normal and not need medicine to be normal. ⏩ FastFoward 10/10/2017. I have a 26 day old baby I’m walking with him and I blackout. Dropping him and injuring his skull. We were in the hospital for 28 hours. We came home with family and I get in the shower and blackout. Not passing out but lost control of my body for a few seconds. Go into the ER. After many stumped doctors, on a heart monitor, several blood test, an MRI and a EEG...my seizures are back and I caught it right In time...Now I’m on driving restrictions and can’t even pick up my newborn. I feel useless. I’m starting Keppra and it has a high risk of depression and suicudal thoughts and I’m already trying to avoid post partum depression. I’m so scared what the future holds for me and my family.