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How exactly do aura's feel
Mon, 05/15/2006 - 11:30Comments
Re: Hello ee
Submitted by ee on Wed, 2012-06-27 - 22:22
i wont go outside anymore. i listen 2 music. i've written some. i think 2 much. i feel like my house is a safety blanket but the walls have been closing in. this whole epilepsy thing. auras, afraid 4 no reason. crying everyday. they have left me with no choice but 2 put my back against the wall and turn all the lights on.'just like heaven' popped into my head a couple weeks ago. i put it on and now i cant listen 2 it, think of it or any other song about birth and death and all inbetween without crying. dont listen 2 daylight fairytale-the killers if your depressed about life. i hide my tears with sunglasses. if i could pour from me all of the pictures, the happiness, the saddnes, the life, and my reel of tape. i would say, "here world this is it. this is why i'm crying."
i wont go outside anymore. i listen 2 music. i've written some. i think 2 much. i feel like my house is a safety blanket but the walls have been closing in. this whole epilepsy thing. auras, afraid 4 no reason. crying everyday. they have left me with no choice but 2 put my back against the wall and turn all the lights on.'just like heaven' popped into my head a couple weeks ago. i put it on and now i cant listen 2 it, think of it or any other song about birth and death and all inbetween without crying. dont listen 2 daylight fairytale-the killers if your depressed about life. i hide my tears with sunglasses. if i could pour from me all of the pictures, the happiness, the saddnes, the life, and my reel of tape. i would say, "here world this is it. this is why i'm crying."
Re: Hello ee
Submitted by Cradle Song on Wed, 2012-06-27 - 09:21
Auras can be very scary. During one, it can seem that you've entered into a new plane of consciousness. Consensus reality is the one we usually occupy, however mystics and saints and visionaries knew and still know that there are other planes of consciousness. In aura, we can break into that "otherness." For the uninitiated, it can be frightening.
You have a writer's skill here, as you tried to capture the experience in words. That's hard to do, yet you succeeded. Please know that there is nothing to fear. You are closer to God now. Is there a doctor you trust who you can speak to now? You need to speak to someone who will hear with understanding.
I suggest you read Gopi Krishna... or at least Google him. Read more of these threads and post again so we know how you are doing.
All best wishes,
Cradle Song
Auras can be very scary. During one, it can seem that you've entered into a new plane of consciousness. Consensus reality is the one we usually occupy, however mystics and saints and visionaries knew and still know that there are other planes of consciousness. In aura, we can break into that "otherness." For the uninitiated, it can be frightening.
You have a writer's skill here, as you tried to capture the experience in words. That's hard to do, yet you succeeded. Please know that there is nothing to fear. You are closer to God now. Is there a doctor you trust who you can speak to now? You need to speak to someone who will hear with understanding.
I suggest you read Gopi Krishna... or at least Google him. Read more of these threads and post again so we know how you are doing.
All best wishes,
Cradle Song