Hi. I'm 14 years old and i was dignosed with eplisey about maybe 7 or 8 months ago. My friends treat me different, people talk about me and everytime i make one little wierd noise my mom flips out. I hate taking medicine. It's the worst thing in the world. My mom bought me this braclet that said Katherine Bullock Eplipsey and i wont wear it. i dont want people to know other than my friends. i hate it. for the first month i wouldnt talk to anyone now i guess i just live with it. i asked my mom if i could get someone to talk to and she ignores me. my family was already really screwed up now its worse. why me? i dont understand.....i cry a lot over it. i just cant seem to deal with it. idk maybe im over reacting but i dont think so. ive had about 4 seizures and to some people thats not a lot but its enough for me. there all grand mal except one. what i didnt want to happen was have it in school but of course i did. i made a lot of my friends cry and i didnt want to go back to school after it. everyone is really hard on me always telling me to take my medicine and shit. i hate it, they all treat me like im different. and think they know what im going through but they dont. i have no one to talk to because my mom is to busy and my step dads a jerk. i dont like talking about it to my friends because i dont want them to think anything. ive gotten many tests done, im on meds, and every month i have to get a needle stuck in me.....i hate my life....