Created by Suzeat5/6/09 - 2:58 pm|1 Comment
Before I had the nicest body ever. I looked amazing. I ate so well and was happy. Now I'm depressed, gaining alarming amount of weight (this is horrible I'm a model) and I go to them gym often an am seeing NO results. we're talking 5 times a week. Then I get depressed and eat whatever is in my path and take lorazopam. Then I take (this is embarassing) laxidives..so I'm ruining my stomach, too! PS We're talking going from 152 lbs to 179 lbs in 1 month at 6 foot 2 and half..I feel soooo hopeless.
agh..prior to the first seizures I ever had in my life at 23 in October I took fat burners from GNC at times and drank redbull like water..now Ive learned in respect to redbull everything in moderation. But scared out of my mind to drink it since my seizures. Grand mal or what theyre called.
I'm just wondering has anyone on here took fat burners and if so which ones? If I dare to take one will I have a full blown seizure cause I did go 3 years prior using them on and off and didnt...and redbull..I wouldnt mind the occassional one here and there but I'm scared I'll die and have a seizure if I have one.
Question 1. Anyone here take fat burners? reccomendations for safe ones. I know a good well balanced diet and follow it. My binges are emotional related. But I'd still like a reccomendation in terms of a fat burner please..cause I'm buying something either way and I figured I should come here first before someone who doesnt understand seizures sells me something bad.
2. Redbull- I drink 2-3 cups of coffee a day how bad could redbull be for me 2 a week? does anyone here drink it?
3. Not on any seizure medication because I was allergic to them all! got SJS from all them. Well, the 3 they gave me. Theyre saying my seizures where unrelated and I dont have epilepsy. but who knows? the first thing they diagnosed me with from A MRI, CATSCAN they made a mistake!!!!!! an MRI!!!! unreal. so I lived that month in depression thinking I had something I never had. Then they said Epilepsy and then they said Nope its not that..you just had 2 seizures agh..so naturally i dont have much faith here.
Medication on- Lorazopam take everyday. Xanax starting to take everyday again due to my constant depression. Temazopam for sleep.