Well, My doctor believes that I have epilepsy. I am just starting Topamax. I have these "episodes" in the mornings. I usually get my seizures later that night or the next day..or not even at all. But the last episode I had was so earth shatteringly scary I had to write about it. I'm 20 and I've just started dealing with all this happening. All of this has landed in my lap at once and I am really freaked out. When I had my episode, which I am wondering if it might be an aura, it starts off like static in my head. It sounds like a shovel scraping lightly on a snowy wet pavement. Then I usually lock myself in the bathroom to catch my breath and tell myself that none of this is real. That I need to get a hold of myself. That is when the worst part comes. I see everything including my body in super fast speed. Like everything is a movie being fast forwarded. And I am trying to keep up with it. Usually there is a small part of my brain that I can control and hear and calm until the episode eventually stops, but this time was the first time it disappeared completely until it eventually went faster and faster until I felt like my brain was going to explode and boil. It was so frightening. I had never experienced anything that scary before. Usually I am scared but not like that. Please help me and tell me what you think. All of this is new to me. I've dealt with passing out and shaking all my life, but now it is getting worse and worse and I am very frightened. Plus with being a senior at university it is very difficult being tired and confused all of the time. Thank you for helping and listening.
New - Seizures not related to E
Created by justme222at1/30/08 - 9:48 pm|3 Comments
New - Seizures?
Created by lemon-ohat1/30/08 - 8:13 am
New - Tonic Clonic without losing total consciousness??!?
Created by kimber...at1/15/08 - 9:09 am|7 Comments
New - Should i take medicines if i feel like i'm having an aura??
Created by nasat1/11/08 - 7:07 am|4 Comments
Seizure or panic attack?
Created by loviesat12/24/07 - 11:30 am|4 Comments
New - can paint fumes trigger seizures?
Created by carriebat12/23/07 - 12:56 pm|6 Comments
Created by efullamat12/12/07 - 9:43 am
seizure vs syncope
Created by stacey...at12/6/07 - 8:50 pm
New - Smoking, Drinking and Seizures
Created by indyfanat12/5/07 - 11:38 pm|12 Comments
New - Coffee and Anti-convulsants
Created by Sasaat11/27/07 - 6:24 pm|5 Comments
Seizures? Migraines? Something else
Created by amgboothat11/14/07 - 4:17 am|1 Comment
Created by kaitly...at11/13/07 - 12:21 pm|2 Comments
Question for VNS patients: Should I be concerned?
Created by suebearat10/27/07 - 1:16 pm
my brother needs help, possibly simple partial seizures
Created by Sashkaat6/2/07 - 4:40 pm|2 Comments
Over 40 Different Types Of Seizures - Part 2
Created by spizat3/25/07 - 12:04 am|22 Comments