Progressively adding to my seizures

Hi! I need some help if someone could possibly read this and direct me. I had a severe TBI in 2005 after a really bad car accident, after that I started having seizures. They've never been able to control them but I always had an aura and my seizures ranged from petite to gran mal so the doctors just couldn't get a handle on them. The EEG's varied, as you know, 2 out of 4 read abnormal seizure activity but they never actually caught a seizure on an one. As the years have gone by my seizures have progressed. Now I have seizures that I don't quite know how to describe. I'm not mentally conscious when I have one but to others I look and act aware. However I'm not acting "like " myself. I'm aggressive and agitated. I'm not violent but I say things I'd never say if I was conscious. I never remember any of it. I've just been told what I'm telling you that's how I know it. It takes me almost a full day to recover from these, and that's not considering the sleeping time. I've fallen down staircases during these events, even though normally I know these places I'm at. I've been trying to track anything that could be causing this and the only thing is it seems to happen once a month around or close to my ovulation. I'm still experiencing the other type of seizures as well, I'm just tacking on more. I'm also experiencing a "current" type feeling, almost a constant state of underlying tremor, that runs through me almost continually. Sometimes it developes into a seizure and other times just makes it hard to write. Most of the time if it turns into a seizure it's just my upper body and head, but sometimes it becomes a full blown gran mal. I feel like others surely have to see me shaking all the time and it makes me feel anxious to be around people. I don't know what to even do about all this anymore. I can't control or stop it. It's overwhelming. Has anyone else gone through this or have some insight or guidance??? Please? I feel like I'm drowning.