nero's and real life!!!

i hate it when my nero says that i have to contuine with my life as if i didnot have PNES. it does my head in coz how can you when family members are always asking you if you feel 'ok', and noonw wants to be my friend! i have 1 friend that lives in my area and he only rings once a month.avoids seing me incase i have a seizure. well i cant help it so he'll have to live with it wont he?! i must admit i have made a few friends sinceive joined this site but its not the same as being able to meet face to face is it?! and im very greatfull for evryone who chats to me coz it makes me relise that im not the only one suffering from PNES, and other forms of E. does anyone have any sugestions on what i can do at home? this is coz im not medicated i cant go to collage so im stuck at my mums work all day with her,but i do have internet!yeppie!!!and i dont realy mind it, i'd rather be here than at home on my own all day but i do get board. so it would be helpfull if anyone has got any ideas as im sure that some of you are in the same sortof boat as me. thanks everyone for everything!!