Dealing with the Unknown

Okay, I was diagnosed with Epilepsy in 2003. I thought it was under control through the tegretol I've been taking ever since. Unfortunately, there have been some incidences lately that have astounded both myself and the doctors around me. Allow me to introduce the 'Cole's Notes' version of what's been happening.

Feb. 25th-In geography class, started shaking uncontrollably, which led to whole body-wracking twitches/shakes. Was rushed to hospital, where was shot up with Ativan and Dylantin. Was calm (and knocked out) for a good while. Started seizing in the hospital, was shot up with more Dylantin and Ativan AGAIN, and sent off via ambluance to another hospital where I was stared at all weekend by a Neurologist who gave me the vague diagnosis of 'Pseudo-Siezures' before sending me home and telling me to go to school Monday.

Since then, I have not gone more than two days without similar siezures. They vary in length from ten minutes to six hours, and from the controllable to the uncontrollable. I'm concious through them all, and completely coherant (except once they pop me the ativan...then I just start to babble before falling asleep)...and have no idea what the hell is wrong with me. I hate the idea of pseudo-seizures...that makes it sound like it's all in my head, which these are definitely NOT. I've been told by another neurologist that these could be non-eplieptic occurances, another has said I'm sleep deprived (which I'm not) and another doctor has told me that I'm hypoglycemic. Whatever's wrong with me, I'm getting really irritated at not knowing anything about what's going on with my own body...and have grown to loathe ativan. (STUPID DRUG-don't take it)

Anyone got anything they can share with me that might help me ease my frustration, or figure out what to ask my neurolgist (well, one of them) next time I see him?