yesterday i did someting for the first time in my life. i told someone i had epilepsy. this was my peer councelor---dont even know how i got one but thats another story. she asked me what i am doing this weekend. i said going into the hospital for a test (my VEEG) she asked me what for. i took about 10 or 15 minutes for her to get it outta me. i thought it MIGHT make me feel better. but no. i got this horrible sick feeeling in me and started to cry. isnt it that when u tell someone something on your mind your a supposed to feel better? i felt soooo bad after. now i think things will be akward between us because i have known her for three weeks and she knows my biggest secret when mi BFF who i have known for 7 years about has no idea. i am just really confused and dont know what to do anymore.