Not coping well. Worry and frustration.

Hi, I'm a 31 year old female who is believed to be having complex partial seizures. This is not confirmed yet, as at the time of eeg I was feeling fine. This all started a few weeks ago, I had a few unexplainable episodes and went to my doctor fully expecting them to tell me I was crazy, only for them to send me straight to a neurologist. I knew very little about epilepsy, and had no idea that's what it could be. Since then I have had an mri, but have not been told any results yet, and I haven't been given another appointment with the neurologist yet, so I am not currently on medication. I have had numerous episodes and am now dealing with a constant headache and general confusion. I just want to know how everyone copes with this condition? I feel so frustrated, I can't fully explain to anyone what I experience, or how I feel. I sometimes struggle to understand normal conversation, and I feel like my partner doesn't want to be around me. I feel so alone. On top of this I am concerned that a lot of people's epilepsy develops further into worse seizures. I am a single mum to 2 young children and I'm not sure what they would do if I had any kind of seizure where I became completely unconscious. Sorry for the long post. Just looking for general reassurance I guess.