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Doubt
Sat, 06/06/2015 - 22:59Is it going to happen now
Will I lose control
Will I leave my body
Who will see
Who will be traumatized
Will it happen now
How can I trust myself
How can I trust my life to be what it is
It can change, it will change
It's just a matter of when
Will it be now
This wont define me
And yet it does
It can’t affect you
You can’t let it
But then it creeps up on you
And it's everything
It's everything
It takes over
My mind is lost
It returns but not for long
Can I still think
Am I still me
What is this
How can I know so little about you
Why you exist
Why you terrorize me
Why when I start to feel myself you come to haunt me
Will you ever leave
Will I ever be free of you
When will you strike again
gives me the chills....
Submitted by gchatt10 on Mon, 2015-11-23 - 16:42
gives me the chills....