Self weaning off Keppra

Hi! I'm new to the forum, so hello everyone. Below is a bit about my epileptic story and the dilemma I'm currently facing - any advice/similar stories/reassurance would be great! I'm currently 24, but at the age of 15 I suffered a grand mal seizure after about 6 months of experiencing 'auras' which the GPdiagnosed as migranes and told me to get over it pretty much. Once I had the grand mal seizure, I went for a bunch of tests, the most important ones being and EEG and a sleep deprived EEG. Both said there was mild epileptic activity, so I was placed on meds. After a couple of months, i experienced side effects and then went onto 250mg Keppra twice daily. Every few months I would experience what I can only describe as 'funny turns' then had a suspect seizure in my sleep (no actual proof of this though, just from what I told my neurologist he said it was) then my dose was upped to 50mg twice daily... I continued to have funny turns every 6 months or so.. so the doctors upped my meds to 1000mg twie daily... a little extreme if you ask considering my turns didn't make me unconscious, only lasted a few moments then I would go back to normal.. the whole time I was having them I could withstand a full conversation, all beit a very panicky one with my mum, friend or partner, as I was so scared I was going to seizure... SO currently, I'm going through some personal stuff and I really really don't want to be on my Keppra anymore. I haven't had a seizure for 9 years! I had a very mild turn roughly around a year ago but since then been fine. I have literally gone cold turkey with my meds for the past 3 weeks and have been absolutely fine. All apart from the past couple of days HAVING to go to sleep around 5/6pm in the evenings for an hour or so... and the evenings I'm working I'm KO'd by 10pm. Is this normal? I know it's frowned upon going cold turkey on my meds, but I have started to get a bit of anxiety now... as taking them was more of a comfort blanket, I knew I wasn't going to seizure on them, and now I just don't know. And anxiety has been one of the worst things for me since I got diagnosed with epilepsy, it really knocked my confidence. I'm going to book a docs appointment very soon to discuss everything above... but do you think I'll be ok? Or would you advise going back on them and doing it 'properly'? I think I've answered my own question haha... but just wanted some advice/any similar stories.