Pseudo seizures and PTL

I have TLE and after 15 years of no seizures the last year has been like a nightmare. I even forgot I had it and when I switched doctors I never told him. When I was first diagnosed, I was told I had Jacksonian seizures. As an aside I read that people who have epilepsy can have pseudo seizures. I had very infrequent episodes since grammar school so I ignored them. I thought that the electric shocks down my arm and facial spasms were something that every one did. My new boyfriend saw it and asked me what I was doing. I said everyone does this, he said no they don't. So I was diagnosed twenty years ago. I ignored them for a few more years because the medicine worked. When I say I ignored them I mean I took the pills and did not talk about it. I moved to Orange County ca and had to change doctors. I had to start over in Orange County my seizures started coming back so I went to UCI for bipolar and epilepsy. My kids put me through hell with drugs and you can guess what else. I started having pseudo seizures along with the regular ones. I was told that I needed a psychiatrist. I had my medicine changed to lamitical for the bipolar and to my delight the seizures stopped. I put it down to my decision not to have them. I did not know it was the lamitical. I went back to face spasms and arm wiggles but less often. Now to the point. I am having partial complex seizures with dizziness stomach problems unable to stand along with drop attacks and constant twitches. I have fallen in the shower. When walking I went out for a sec and fell on my face. I have had emergency meds at the hospital to stop seizures twice. The neuro I am going to found the area that was damaged in a fall as a toddler. I was wondering if anyone else has had seizures with dizziness and unable to stand that last 6 hours. Does all seizure take 6 months to work. I also think EMTS should be nicer and not make you feel crazy because you are on antidepressants. They also like to tell the emergency room that your seizures look forced. I was so scared this past Tuesday I was so dizzy I could not move I called 911 and listened to them talk about me as if I wasn't there and ask me the same questions over and over. I almost wish I went unconscious. I want to tell the people out there with pseudo seizures to pay attention to symptoms that come and go. Itching in your head and body. Occasional twitches. Things like foot dragging every once in a while. Ankle or knee giving out on occasion. Stomach problems with or without food. It looks like IBS. Headache that almost feel like migraine but their not. Different part of head. Memory problems word confusion. I have even had problems with making to much insulin that have gone away. Keep a diary. Also with my pseudo seizures I did not hurt my self. When the seizures got worse I thought it was in my head because the seizure specialist ten years ago said they were. New tests showed otherwise. My seizures were mild infrequent and looked like other common problems. Joint issues Fibromyalgia ect. It is hard to find something wrong if it happens rarely. Doctoring is a duet. Keep a positive image of your life and your self.