In need of help with two medications Depakote and Keppra

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   I've had seizures since I was 11. I'm now 28,  Have little ones and I've tried every medication out there. When I was told I was being put on Depakote it freaked me out. My brother was on it for ADHD bipolar. So naturally I assumed that's what I had. But they told me it was used for both. I took it for about a month and I started hallucinating, enough to be admitted to the hospital. So Depakote was no good for me. Topamax was my other option and that caused me to have more seizures.        Now I take keppra, dilantin, and lamictal. Doctors want me off dilantin because of osteoporosis and gum disease. But every time they change it I start having seizures again.      I've been trying to tell my doctor that it's usually around my menstruation when my seizures happens, she stated she had no idea of such a thing. Then to find out there is, catamenial seizures.      So they want me to start a new medicine called Onsi (controlled substance), not really available, still experimenting with. Found out it also treats Catamenial seizures. That's how I found out what they were. Huh, kinda makes you wonder how well they do their job. Haven't started new medicine but was told might raise my dilantin levels. They want to check levels in 2 wks. P.S. my levels are already in upper 20' s. For those who take dilantin they know that's high.  Will report back in 2 wks and see how everything goes.               Hope all goes well for my children. Both under 8. The fear in their eyes makes me want to do whatever it takes never to have 1 again.