Was it some kind of subconscious seizure control?

Some people may or may not know about this but I was thinking about it recently and decided to try and put it into words. About 5 years ago my tonic clonic seizures were getting worse and more frequent, all this was despite a massive lifestyle change, no more booze, drugs, 3/4 day benders. I had put all that behind me and I was sticking very strictly to my ever changing meds regime but things were getting worse not better. Most of this period and the things that were going on are in my blog so I won't bother going into more detail. The one thing that changed radically though was my seizure pattern, I was having a seizure at the same time on the same day once a week. The only way to describe it was to say that it was as if my mind had taken over and said ''right this is the situation, it's going to be a seizure a week so let's try and work something out''. OK writing that down now and reading it to myself it just sounds crazy but that's how it felt at the time. The day was a Wednesday evening, my first day back at work after 2 days off. I was working nights so this is when I was at my lowest energy wise as I had a different sleep pattern for the previous 2 days and now I was going back to work knowing I wouldn't be sleeping that night. The first couple of times I woke up face down on the floor at home but thought it's just a coincidence but when it happened a couple more times I thought this isn't coincidence it's a pattern. It was as if my brain had found the most convenient time, place etc for me to have my seizure, get it out of the way, almost as a minor distraction and then get on with my life. I got to the point where I could get myself at home and sat in the chair and comfortable and my brain did the rest. It was a very strange period in my seizure history because although it sounds like an ideal situation for an epileptic, a grand mal seizure but without the troubles usually involved, in reality it was a kind of hell because I was locked into it and the truth was my seizures were getting worse despite trying lots of different meds. What I'm trying to say was does anyone else think there was an element of ''control'' being exercised by my brain in regard to my seizures in that I had conditioned myself to expect a seizure there and then or that the anxiety, stress or whatever associated with the situation was an element in me having the seizures as well, a kind of trigger in itself if you like. I shouldn't really dwell on it as the story has a happy outcome but I just wanted to post and maybe get some opinions and find out if anyone had experienced anything similar. I know I've read quite a few posts/blogs lately in which stress, anxiety and sleep issues seem to be a factor. Thank You Andy