Pain during a CPS?

So, I was diagnosed with epilepsy about 6 months ago and have been having seizures for a little over a year now (I spent alot of time ignoring it, dangerous, but I knew what it was, there must be an odd gene on my father's side, most of them are diagnosed around my age, some older). I am a bit frustrated with it; My Dr. seems to be having a bit of difficulty getting me on the right med.cocktail, my once razor sharp memory bit the dust months ago and I hate the idea that I can have one at any moment and freak everyone out around me. Yet, as frustrated as I am - I try to resist the urge to complain, b/c yet in still, I could be much worse off. I'm wondering; 1. Can seizures increase in severity over time? I've been noticing that they seem much more intense and that where at one point I was slightly aware, and could react to a question with at least a head nod, that now I so far into myself that no matter what I am unable to respond in any way, shape, or form. I've always had the various array of arm movements, but now I've had to fulfill this uncontrollable brain command to walk around, straight, in circles, diagonal, it doesn't matter-there have also been a couple that have dropped me to my knees. 2. Does anyone experience a mind numbing pain and nausea beyond belief during their seizure? I almost have the feeling like I want to vomit right there on the spot and afterwards I feel like my body has been pummeled and forget talking to me for at least two hours after just one seizure b/c it takes me a long while to come back "to this side of reality". Thanks for your input, I just want to get a feel for others' experiences....