I have been having ongoing sezuires for over two months, just got my insurance back, and have been hospitalized for 4 days while they tried to figure out what was going on. I have history of depression and was on xanax and valium for a number of years to control what they thought were horrible migraines & anxiety attacks, no tests were run at that time. I was blacking out back then. I went through a period where I was abusing speed and coke in my early 20s and supplementing it with my large RX of Benzos, so when I went for treatment I had withdrawal seizures. It has been 2 years sober and now I am having all of these strange hallucinations and twitches and go ito a trance like state. My face will hang like I had a stroke. All tests came out normal except the EEG showed some "Sharp stuff" and they said it has nothing to do with my substance abuse. I went recently for a 24 hr eeg. But know they are saying I am suffering post traumatic poststress disorfer and that I have bipolar.. I continue to have Complex Partial and Tonic Clonic.. I am on ever increasing dosages of Topamax, Dilantin, Klonopin, and Zoloft.. And I just want to scream!!! Is it possible that I am making this up and that I am going nuts?