In need of advice desperately

Hello I have juvenile myoclonic epilepsy and told by my neurologist recently that I might have partial seizures .I was diagnosed with Epilepsy at age 11 after a grand mal seizure. I had petite mal seizures before my grand mal but my doctor didn't know what was going on until I had my grand mal. I have had a couple dizzy spells that last about 30 minutes. The room feels as if it is moving out of my eyesight when I look at something in the room. It has happened three times since February. I have also noticed that addition to the memory loss I've been having a very hard time forming words while having conversations. Its been really embarrassing and stressful. I'm not sure what is going on but its been getting worse and worse with every day that passes. I'm forgetting very important days in my life from people(My sister told me something about a friend of ours that we apparently hung out with on and off for about a year, and I have no idea who this person is and that's not the only time this has happened) or even my childhood. I also cannot make memories, like my son growing up. I've also noticed small twitches that are accompanied by a vibrating feeling in my head it starts from the bottom and heads towards the top and usually on the right side. Also been feeling like I am constantly in a dream(dissociated) It's been very hard on me and it is drastically effecting my life :( All advice/experiences like mine would be greatly appreciated.