Had My first seizure HELP!!

I will try to explain it as best as I can. All of this happens during sleep. When I first started having problems I had fallen asleep one night and woke up cause in my "dream" I saw a small bright blue light then all at once it exploded very violently.and I woke up laying on my floor...Maybe a year passes and I was sleeping and I woke up to the sensation of being pushed...I couldnt move it was like there was 3000lbs of weight on my body I got super scared then alll of a sudden it felt like i was getting elecrocuted by a million volts every muscle in my body tenced up that lasted for half the time the weight thing did but it was probably about a good 30 seconds..then all at once it stopped and I mean I compleatly exploded off off my bed my whole body erupted and lept off of my mattress..ever since then I have had a few tics i guess you could say..I have had eye twitching for as long as i can remember but now it is more frequent.but the weirdest thing is that just after waking up and sometimes throught the day i get this feeling of like its not real..this part is hard to explain...I will wake up and I know i am awake and i can move around fine but its like somepart of my brain is still dreaming or not seeing that we are back in reality yet and it is all very serreal. I dont have insurance so i havent even talked to a doctor cause i just dont have the money but if someone here can please help me and give me some advice on what happened or something I can do...anything would help..