No Warning Signs

There are no warning signs when I have my seizures. I had my first Seizure ten years ago. I just had one. And then another in November 2006 at the office, was taken to ER and had another at the hospital. I was in the hospital for 4 days. They did so many tests. My seizures are in the left temporal lobe. I am told I have a low seizure thresold. Three months to the day in Feb 2007 I had another seizure while driving home from work. I had been taking Lamictal and the Neurologist I was seeing cleared me to drive after 3 months and told me I was fine since I had been taking Lamictal for 3 months. I never heard from the DMV. After my seizure that I had while driving in Feb 2007 I almost killed myself. Thank God I didn't hit anyone and I was the only one hurt. I have now switched Neurologists and I am taking 1000mg of Tegretol per day. I just started back to work and have not yet returned to driving. The doctor and DMV are telling me that I will be clear to driving in August as long as I remain seizure free. I am scared to drive again because there is no warning signs with my seizures. I know I have only had three I am told the Tegretol will keep me safe. I already believed on medicine why should I believe in another. the Neurologist I see now is so much more thorough, it's like day and night. I see him all the time, he is always requesting Blood work. I am had never done any of that with the other neurologist. And knowing what I know now I can't believe she put in writing that I was ok to drive after just 3 months. I live in California and I am a single parent. I need to drive. I am so scared though to start. I can't imagine hurting anyone. Will the Tegretol really keep me safe? Any comments or feedback is so very appreciated. Thank you, Elizabeth