Help me to explain - the ACTUAL event in question ..

Hi guys, I am trying to put together some more detailed information of what i experience (suspected TLE) for my Dr. I'm looking through all the sites, and I tee up with most symptoms. Although I can't find any detailed info on the 'main event' (as I call it). Assuming I have TLE, this is how i discribe it: Aura: A mixture of "interlectual" and "special senses", including derealization (this is my most common symptom over all). Sometimes I will not progress from this aura. Although some times, it will get much worse. This is where I am struggeling: The main event: I will feel as though I have gone in to another consciousness, and that my functioning is at a minimum. Although, I will continue to function as such. Sometimes my feet will feel really hot, and I can then feel the heat move up my body. To the point I will take shoes and socks off. I'll have to drink water or fluid of some sort. I will be void of a emotional repsonse, it will be limited to the thought of 'Ohhhhhh shit!!'. I will feel as though I just need to hang on for dear life and some how survive. This actual event may last for about 5 seconds. I may then feel really tired and sloppy, and a bit all over the place. I may cry or begin to shake. It may take me 20 minutes to feel normal again. So do you guys get this 'main event'? I cant seem to find documented info similar to this. All I can find it symptoms that I consider to happen before my 'main event'. Or is this just the actual sz's and I am reading dodgy info? haha Ta muchly