EMU

I am going in for an EMU next Friday and I am starting to feel a bit  aprehensive. Not for the reasons you may think. This is the second EMU I have had. My first experience was horrible. However, I have had a very positive experience so far leading up to this one. Last time I was isolated for one week and the doctors did not want anybody around.  The doctors were rude. This time around I am going with a different hospital. They are much more family oriented. The doctor said at

my last visit leading up to the EMU  and all of the literature I have received from the EMU depertment has encouraged family to visit to make to stay as comfortable as possible. There is actually a pull-out sleeper couch if one person wants to spend the night. I have been in the process of coordinating family that will spend days with me. During this process I was feeling good. Until last night when I realized that I was essentially inviting them up to watch me have seizures. Because that is the actual whole point of entering the EMU in the first place. Now I am beginning to get nervous about actually asking them to come to spend time with me. It is like a double edged sword. I want their company because I remember to lonliness of the last EMU, but I am afraid to have them come up because I do not want them to see me in such a vulnurable state!!! Any thoughts????