Deperate for some advice

First thank you to anyone who may read this at all: I am a 20 year old female, and I am in need of some guidance. This website is full of information, and I am not sure where to start looking. So I hope someone can tell me if I am crazy or not. I was a pretty healthy,active kid and teenager my whole life until a year ago. I had a bad ( what I believed and was told by my bf) seizure. We were wrestling around with our dogs when all the sudden I lost feeling in my arms and legs and layed on the ground paralysised. I couldn't feel anything in my body. My eyes began to roll back into my head, and I my whole body jerked for about a minute. I was conscience the whole time,but couldn't talk. As soon as I was able to come out of it I was like a vegetable for hours that night, because I was exhausted. From that night it hasn't been the same for me. I than continued to have conscience seizures at random times. They have gotten more frequent over the past recent months. I even had one at my moms mother's day bbq in front of the whole family a couple of weeks ago out of the blue. There are signs that I am going to have a seizure sometimes. My hands usual lose feeling or so. Than my eyes roll back and I cant control it.....the problem is I went to the ER last December, and they did a CT on me...found nothing....than did a EGG..which it induced me to have a seizure...still the neurologist found nothing "abnormal" and than began to tell me it was cased by stress....than he sent a psychologist in to give me DEPRESSION pills!! I was sooo furious. I later did some reason on what he diagonased me with -no epileptic seizure...which in real terms meant....(this person has them for attention, fear of situation, and can only be helped by a mental worker!) I was sooo offended! I know I am not crazy, and cause this horrible thing on me. Now I am afraid to look into it further, because of these doctors, but it's ruin my life. I hardly drive, had to quit my job, and struggling to finish school...so am I crazy?? if so tell me if not tell me where to go that will not treat me this way, and if I should continue to look into it....sorry so long but thank for you time...and I hope I gave enough detail!