Drinking and Epilepsy...

Hi, I'm Shelitha. I'm a freshman at UTK. I've been really good so far about stopping the whole drinking thing. I use to party and drink all the time when I was younger, around junior year, but at the end of that year my seizures got worse. So in my senior year, I had a complete turn around and went months without having a drink, but now I'm at college, one that is pretty known as a party school, although it is a dry campus... right... It kinda hard to have a social life without drinking, and I know that sounds totally lame and I've never been one to be pressured into anything, but I still like to drink I've just been staying away from it because it could be potentially really dangerous. Its soooooooo tempting here though. I havent had anything to drink since May, when I had a glass of champange after my graduation, but this weekend its like all everyone wants to do is drink and I keep getting invited to all these events based around drinking. Even a student organization I am in is even having a social and what do they decide to do... have a flip cup challenge... fantastic... The first party is thursday and I really just don't know what to do, because I dont want to go and just sit there and be the only sober person, because I know from fact that that sucks. But then on the other hand, I'm scared to drink, because I havent had a drink in a long time and dont really know my limits anymore and its really bad for your epilepsy right??? But then if I don't go I feel like that would look bad and I would probably be bored this weekend... I need advice.