Scared, Confused, Please Help Me :(

The first time I ever "passed out", was when I was 17 yrs old.  It was actually in the shower and a very scary experience.  I still remember the absolute fear of waking up from my first episode not knowing where I was and what was happening.  I am currently 24 years old and have been having spells were I "pass out" for going on 7 years now.  I was in college at this time with no healthy insurance, so I visited the university center to see a Dr.  I discussed my situation with him (maybe didn't give the WHOLE truth because of embarrassment) but did tell him about my situation and how I was passing out.  He decided that I was hypoglycemic and was reacting to a drop in my blood sugar.  For 7 years now, I have truly believe I was hypoglycemic.  However, now I am beginning to question it.  Let me describe what happens to me and please tell me what you think.  I am just so scared and confused lately.

My spells have no consistency.  They don't happen 2 times a week, 1 time a month, etc.  Sometimes I can go a few months without a spell, sometimes I can have a couple days where I have one spell a day.  Lately, I have been having about one spell every couple months.  The past two weeks, I have "passed out" twice.  Before I pass out (this may sound odd), I always have this overwhelming feeling of deja vu.  Whatever I am doing, I feel like I have done before and I feel like I know what is going to happen next.  It is so scary.  I never told anyone but my husband because I thought that I was crazy.  I usually have a warning time before I pass out.  I can feel this sensation of deja vu coming on and I try to fight it.  I use to be able to fight it and stop myself from "passing out" sometimes.  My spells lately come on a little faster.  I have deja vu, try to get to an area away from others, and then black out.  I wake up on the ground, usually with bumps and bruises.  I look around wondering where I am and feeling like I am just waking up in bed.  I quickly realize I just "passed out" again and am definitely am not in bed.  The past two times I had these spells, I did it on concrete.  :(  My body has been taking quit a little pounding lately.  After I "wake up", I am confused and stunned.  It takes me awhile to figure out where I am, what happened, what hurts, and reorganize my thoughts.  I don't get as scared as I use to - as I am a little more use to it now and can compose myself.  People who have witnessed me pass out say that I do twitch a little (mostly my head) and my eyes remain open in a lost gaze - I don't convulse or anything. 

I am a new mother who is breastfeeding and has low blood sugar, so I cropped it up to not eating right.  I have always been told I was hypoglcemic.  However, today I felt like I ate a lot of protein.  I just don't understand why my blood sugar would be low enough to cause me to pass out today?  So I got on the Internet and put "deja vu passing out" in the Yahoo search engine.  Up popped pages with information on epilepsy.  EPILEPSY!  I have never even heard that word said to me!  Right now I am only working part-time and have no healthy insurance.  I gave up a full-time job and insurance to be a part time stay at home mom with my baby.  I may be able to qualify for some assitance but I am unsure.

I guess my questions are -

What is going on with me?  Does this sound like I could have epilepsy and not hypoglcemia at all!?

I read some about Temperal Lobe Epilepsy?  What they described sounds exactly like what I am experiencing.  Do you think that is the "type" I could have?

Could low blood sugar bring on my "seizure"?

My spells seem to happen during high periods of stress - could this be causing my episodes?

How do I know if I have epilepsy?  What test need to be done?

Do I NEED to go to a Dr. right now?  Why?  Meaning if I don't, could it get worse - what could happen?  I have lived this way for 7 years now.  However, I am tired of my head hurting (usually from the impact with the floor) :(

Would I need meds?  Even though my spells are irregular?  Or is there a way for me to learn to controls these episodes with medication?

PLEASE HELP ME! :(  I am seriously in tears over this.  I don't know what to do - what to think.  I just had a baby and she is the joy of my life.  I can't imagine not seeing her grow.  Luckily, I always have a deja vu experience before I pass out - so I know to set her down if have her in my arms.  However, both times this has happened so far she has not been with me.  Thanks goodness.  I am just such a mess and need some guidance/information/support - I feel like I am lost. 

What is going on with me????

Thank You,

Rachel :(