wow. i have not written a blog in such a long time. i remember when i was on the top 10 most viwed blogs. i loved that feeling cuz it made me feel like i was cared about in my darkest times. in the time that i have not writeen i have had my first 24 hr veeg. that showed many spikes and doc said that if i was not on meds then i would be a mess. he upped my lamictal. i also celebrated my 15th birthday. the baby is getting older! lolz. i came into chat every now and again just to kinda check in. ive been writing alot on DS and SB but i think im gonna add this to my list. i wanna just say im glad everyone is doing oaky. ive heard about all the new mods and stuff and am so happy for them. they all deserve it. ive had my ups and downs with high school and life and yada yada but things have been pretty good. my grades are up and my friends are rising. i lovei t. i still have my down moments but im doing good.

sports is becomming a bigger and bigger part of my life. i love swimming and all my times are going down. i am eating healither. i am getting stronger and better at water polo. the pool is now my second home. i love it. i recently took up something new: open water swimming. my first preactice was today. i went with one of my friends who is on my swim team. at first we were really scared but after the first set it was not that bad. there were so amny jellyfish on the shore it was crazy. my first open water competition is next weekend. im exicted.

well thats about it. in the time ive been away ive probably missed out on many things and missed being here but i needed a break. this place used to be my everything. when i first got onto the computer i always wrote a new blog for the day and went into chat. laughing and helping out all my friends. i was up until as late as my parents would let me be up. i always left with a smile on my face knowing that i had a laugh to cheer me up, helped cheer someone else or gave someone another piece of advice. i really missed this, it just took me a while to figure that out. so im back and you will defidently be hearing more from me. i might not write as much as i did before but you never know.

let me know how everyone is doing! ttyl!!

davita xoxo