Dear Emily,

    I've sat reading your blog over and over, wishing that there were some way that I could help.  All I know to do is tell you that you have my prayers, and to encourage you to not despair.

    There is a certain courage that rises from within during such turns in life.  You have displayed this from the start, and I've no doubt that you will continue to do all that you can for your darling child. You are a fabulous, loving and caring mother. Your child has you to care for her, and that in itself is one of her greatest blessings. Your love for her will get you through. You are her rock.

    My personal beliefs take me to a mindset that tells me we are never to give up hope.  Who knows what might be discovered tomorrow or next week?  There may not be any answers now, but we can hold onto the hope that new ones will present themselves.

 Pace,

Anna

"...Only God never changes." St. Theresa of Avila

emily, i was in tears for kaitlyn, you and your family when i read your blog. i think i have a fair understandirg how you must feel, just by how i feel about going from controled to uncontroled t/cs. the only thing is this is a billion times worse cuz it is your precious angel kaitlyn. she is just a young child whom you love unconditionaly and want to protect against all things bad. i wish i could take away your pain my sweet freind, but i can not. but i can keep kaitlyn, you, christopher and nick in my prayers. maybe we can start a prayer chain for her, you have lots of freinds at e.com. emily you are not alone, i think of you daily. and i will give you my email address.

love,

sylvia