sheesh! my mom makes me sooooo angry sometimes like now. she can make my awesome mood horrible in a matter of minutes. 'do this....do that...blah blah blah....' yelling at me to re read all of my current events so i can get the best grade possible.... yadda yadda yadda

jeeze now i just lost what i was going to say due to her constant ranting....o yeah now i remember.....
my parents went out to dinner tonight. i was watching my sister and her friend. everything was going fine. i made a nice dinner of pasta, salad, chicken fingers, and fruit...it was sooo good. and of course we had ice cream for desert. my mom came in the house and right away started to yell.. i forgot to take my meds this morning...almost never happens. she was yelling at me for being so forgetful. then she walks in, looks at the sink and gets even more pissed off. i did ALL the dishes execpt for 3 spoons. she got so upset at me for not cleaning every single last dish! it was crazy....so i had to go and wash those spoons plus the other stuff that i was not even supposed to wash! maddness!!

my sister is a lyer. she now lyes about close to everything....brushing her teeth, not hitting me when shes angry...ect ect... and when my parents realize she is lying that ruins their mood so if i do one little thing to get even on their nerves a little the blow it all out of porportion. its crazy!

sometimes my life stinks. other times it is great. i just do not even know where to begin about how pissed off they make me sometimes.
"it was the best of times...it was the worst of times"

i dunno what to do anymore. its crazy. i am so glad soccer started so now i wont need to spend my saturdays and sundays at home. even if it is only for a few hours or like 6 or 7 it is still better then sometimes being in my crazy house.

i have a swim meet tomorrow. and it is also my dads birthday. i hope it will be a happy day. if it isnt then i dont know what i will be able to do with myself anymore. my grades are droping and i dont know what to do. any advice?

:-( lost in a crazy world... davita