I haven't writting on here for awhile, not much has changed. Kaitlyn hasn't had any big seizures, she's had a few space out episodes and I think that she is having some in the car. Not sure though. I am hoping that this doctor in St. Louis will be able to give us all of the answers that we need. I'm afraid that if we leave there without the answers that we need, we are never going to find out what is what.

Kaitlyn has been having alot of outbursts lately and is hurting Chris. She keeps kicking and biting him. It seems like she is always in timeout now. And it's at 2 minute intervals. I feel bad getting mad at her when she gets mad, sometimes it seems like she can't control it and just does it. Sometimes I know that she does it on purpose, but there's still those times in between where what she does isn't consistent with her and how she normally acts out.

I think we need some sort of support group or something, I feel like the only people who get me are those on here because they are going through it too. I feel like even my hubby doesn't understand everything and can't really help. We don't really have any good family support and friends are non-exitent around here. Our family won't even babysit, we really need the time away. Even if it is for a few hours. Oh well!

Well I should get going, Kaitlyn is grouchy.