Everyday I wake up and go to bed feeling the same way- sick. I don't like the medicine I'm on but I don't want to have anymore seizures. I told my mom that I feel like some sort of a science experiment that doctors can just practice their medicine on anytime they want. I don't mean to sound pitiful and I don't want symapthy from anyone, but this is how I feel. Nobody understands what we go through with all of the medication, doctors appointments, etc. Anyway I just needed to vent a little.