I've never done anything like this, I made a MyStory and now this blog. Here it goes...I have been really upset about the situation of life that I am in. I didn't want epilepsy to define who I am as a person. I did a lot better at the beginning than I am now. I can't maintain or even really start a relationship because of my epilepsy. I lost just about everything that I had and worked hard for. I had the surgery 2 1/2 years ago and I still feel as if I'm recovering or I'm just going to stay this way. My concentration, and working with numbers suck now. I can't be in crowded or fast paced environments. I still have seizures here and there; and am on medicine still. I don't feel like I'm ever going to be able to really beat this...It's taken control over my life and determines what I do. It takes me a long time to fall asleep at night by myself and am still scared to do activities or just can't perform the way that used to be able too. I was looking for epilepsy support groups but I don't think any exist in my area at least. I'm am very light about the situation and Epilepsy in general around my friends and family; I joke and laugh about it as much as possible to make people think that I am okay with it and it that doesn't bother me.
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New - my family
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New - Depression and weird thoughts
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New - Several different types of seizures?
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